
Iryna Zarutska’s story was supposed to be one of triumph—a 23-year-old Ukrainian refugee rebuilding her life in Charlotte, North Carolina, after escaping the horrors of war. But on August 22, 2025, her journey ended in bloodshed on the Lynx Blue Line train, stabbed by a stranger in a random act of violence that stunned the nation. The pain of her loss lingers, but a staggering find has reignited the mystery surrounding her final moments. A maintenance worker, scouring the train’s carriage, discovered Iryna’s notebook under seat 27B, where she died. Tucked beneath a pizza receipt, smudged with her blood, were two words scrawled in urgent capitals: “DON’T WAIT.” These words have set off a tidal wave of questions. Was Iryna sending a message to her loved ones? Did she foresee her fate? Or was she leaving a legacy for a world that failed her? As her boyfriend, family, and fans search for meaning, this cryptic note transforms her tragedy into a haunting call that demands answers.
Iryna’s life was a mosaic of resilience and hope. Raised in Kyiv, she earned a degree in Art and Restoration, her passion for beauty undimmed by the 2022 Russian invasion. Forced to flee with her mother, sister, and brother, she left her father behind, a wound that never healed. Settling in Huntersville, she dove into American life, studying English, working at Zepeddie’s pizzeria, and falling in love with Stas Nikulytsia, a fellow Ukrainian who shared her dreams. Their NoDa apartment became a haven, filled with her paintings and their shared playlist of hope. Social media brimmed with her light—videos of her dancing, posts about Charlotte’s skyline, a July 2025 caption reading, “This is home now.” But that home turned hostile when Decarlos Brown Jr., a 34-year-old with a violent past, attacked her on the train. His knife stole her future, leaving her family and Stas shattered, and Charlotte grappling with a broken system that freed him on bail months earlier.
The notebook’s discovery, nearly a month later, feels like Iryna reaching out from the grave. Found by Marcus Tate, a maintenance worker cleaning the train, the small leather-bound book was nearly discarded as debris. Its sunflower embossing stopped him; inside, he found pages of Iryna’s life—sketches of Charlotte’s skyline, notes on English verbs, love letters to Stas. The final page, though, was a gut punch: a Zepeddie’s receipt, blood-stained, with “DON’T WAIT” in bold marker. Handed to authorities, it reached Stas, who broke down reading it. “It’s her voice,” he told mourners at a vigil, clutching the notebook. “She’s still telling me something.” The words have sparked endless theories. Was Iryna urging Stas to propose, as they’d playfully debated? Was she warning her family to flee Ukraine’s ongoing war? Or, in her final moments, did she sense danger and scribble a plea to act?
The train’s grim scene offers context but no closure. Surveillance shows Iryna in 27B, texting Stas, unaware of Brown behind her. His attack was swift; her struggle, fleeting. The notebook likely fell in the chaos, its final page a snapshot of her last thoughts. Stas believes it’s tied to their future plans—she’d hinted at wanting a family but feared rushing. “She always said, ‘Don’t wait too long,’” he shared on X, sparking #DontWait to trend. Her mother, Olena, sees it differently, linking it to Iryna’s guilt over leaving her father. “She wrote him letters, begging him to find a way out,” Olena said. “Maybe this was for him.” Online sleuths point to darker possibilities—journal entries mentioning “creepy vibes” on the train, suggesting Iryna felt watched. Did she sense Brown’s intent, her words a frantic call to escape?
The public response has been electric. Ukrainian expats have rallied, painting murals and raising funds for a scholarship in Iryna’s name. Her story has fueled protests against Charlotte’s bail policies, with Stas leading calls for reform. But “DON’T WAIT” has become her true legacy, a mantra inspiring action. Her best friend, Sasha Kovalenko, who flew from Kyiv to comfort Stas, sees it as her final brushstroke. “Iryna lived fearlessly,” he posted, sharing her sketches. “She’s telling us to do the same.” As her ashes drift in the Catawba River, her words echo—a challenge to love, fight, and live without delay. In a world that waits too long, Iryna’s notebook demands we don’t.